I close my mind
to try to free my emotions
when I open my eyes lies
and darkness try to close in

I can't concentrate
Brain cells need to repopulate
I seek to see the love
and maybe someday we can stop the hate

It's like what he provokes
death is what the reaper told
you gotta go and meet your goals
to try and free your soul

Today is the day
Stop waiting on tomorrow
So go don't be afraid
Move pass the sadness and sorrow

You can take a loan on life
But happiness you can never borrow
You can be alone at night
to see the sun rise on the morrow

I see this life
and it's so wonderful
Plentiful people
Preaching to peasants
for the dangers death will know

My mind is solid like a rock
I guess I'm set in stone
I keep my pace but watch the clock
as time will slow I gotta know

Will I spring into summer
or fall into winter
these seasons are a bummer
but the weather always delivers

sunshine for the happiness
and rain fall for the tears
what more than accidents
to actually reasses your fears

I'm just another student
Tossed in a world of my peers
I never said I'm the truest to do it
But I need to make it clear

That I'm here to ride or die
Live life to the fullest
I mean it's like why decide
If you have to take the bullet

Because then it's lights out
Your regrets become so real
So go ahead and ride out
relax and stay real

My life's somewhat unusual

I never know whats next

There's no telling now who will know

When I'll be laid to rest

I just expect these things

Respect my dreams

And death it seems

Slowly creeping up on me

Not when I want it to be

So relax

Time out

Take all your time and

ride out

There's so many things in life

I've wondered

But yet to find out



I have a question
But I don't need the answer
I know I'll get the message
In a manifested manner

I plan it Damnit I can't stand it
I'm banished into oblivion
Somehow I just vanished
From my duties as a human
Paint a picture of panic
but the pain damaged the canvas
advantage on this earth but I remain outlandish

I'll never return
I'll never reserve
the right to be preserved
or get what I deserved

I prefer to observe
Concerned to be first
Who can be the best
What's arts here to reverse

The pain of separation
It brings us together
Reminds us that the smallest moment
Can even last forever

Forever forever ever?
something bout that
to the people
i remain an outcast
I'm bout that
I'm trained but do my own thing
Like a house cat
More like a dawg
Abide by the law
So how's that i
stay free of fault
or whatever that means
it means nothing at all
who else is there to pick us up
after we fall

Instead we get the cold shoulder
We roll with the breeze
I grow towards the sunlight
but I'm told I'll just freeze

My life's somewhat unusual

I never know whats next

There's no telling now who will know

When I'll be laid to rest

I just expect these things

Respect my dreams

And death it seems

Slowly creeping up on me

Not when I want it to be

So relax

Time out

Take all your time and

ride out

There's so many things in life

I've wondered

But yet to find out