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Laugh it Off

by Sean Backus

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Intro 04:04
I sprung into summer but i felt like fall while the leaves blow cold my mind began to stall in the breeze we roll thats when i heard the call i want remember a little but forget it all but i cant but i cant these memories haunt me thats why i write my rants but i can but i can if im a man with two hands i can make a plan Thoughts everywhere The demons are surrounding I see the evil envelope with ease as you try to think about me these chains have forever bound me boundless now drowning and doubting how astounding When i try to repeat peace or achieve sleep i rest for days but i bleed for weeks and i see the police i believe ive beat to impede this scene overtime past death ill exceed deceased ill exceed deceased so just rest in peace with a jesus piece the pieces in the streets dont screech or peep peek at the price when i bought the bars i didnt need receipts i didnt need receipts i didnt know the price oversized tonight to over price my life over price my life and now im so high i didnt buy wings but watch me fly I don't mind for a second Been doing this all my life now restless I try to forget it But I can't I thought I learned my lesson Now I'm on a rant - Look around and i see the days Replay the maze that i thought had saved My life in these different ways do the waves play while my sight strays away from the shelter and the shame Towards the other side just to die in the night but my soul shines bright to bow to the light i reprise my rights to fight by your side for the size of lies the mice will hide inside then jump out at night to bite your eye you scream and you shout no one heres your cries Well thats how i feel Every single second I scream for help but no one gets the message My life i lived was reckless But thats also why its fun I am who i am because i didnt die by the gun but i lived high for fun So high i could ride the sun My old life catches up When i try to run Pt 2. I can try to do the best I can But it's never good enough As man i'm blessed I ran This race even when it's rough I can dig it A living minute A dead second I can hit it A quitting instance A red presence I can fix it The spitting business A lead heaven I can miss it A fitting privileged A life lesson Yeah My present is the present assessment A pleasant segment represented by weapons or maybe heavens my question A shape of crescent blessed with sevens another depressant to go with my mind another presence just to ease my life another tenant inhabiting lives I count to ten when elevens in disguise I lay here wondering what life's means go me Because nothing that I see Is what it seems to be People reading lines Into a camera for a box People betting lives As to answer crimes and stocks so that's why I close my mind and imagine being all alone so that's why i I open my eyes realize I just follow home I need to find a meaning but this life deceiving who really wants to be me all these tears are streaming off my face into a pool below I just play by rules that only fools would know I keep it real with the truest flow Once Crippled but set free with room to grow I felt the ache on the day by the lake My heard did break on the day you played games with my mind I couldn't wait to stray Away from this life today's the day That I contemplate my fate You only wanted love and I couldn't fake the hate So I put pen to paper To lessen my anger Only create these goals to regretabbly rest in my failures Again I never want to see ya Or have you mentioned on a feature Now I'm playing games While you're on the bleachers But it's better to have loved Than to have never of loved at all It's better to be pick yourself up after you fall I guess that we learn How to cure the worst From deep in our minds It surely works I've raised myself from hell now I reside in a heaven people thanking God I didn't need a blessing I did this by myself No one by my side I didn't need help I grew a better man From being a sad boy Not a day went by When I didn't have joy Becauae it was always there I just had to find it sometimes it just took one simple reminding But here I am 20 songs and a story writing my thoughts writing my wrongs heart is pouring So I guess there it is Goodbye to the old me I began as clay But I'm finally molding I see the peace on a sunday someday we'll reach the peak one way or another down the runway substrate with some pain to upgrade with funds made only done the dumb way Intelligence Truly what we lack I lay here wondering When we'll get it back We never really look but we have to face the facts A criminal or crook Is where the blames at But really its just you and me We need to do better How else can the sunshine In this rainy weather I need to push my limits And play my part with Wonder in my wisdom So here we start
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i have a new dream of 7 rooms i cant abuse sleep to see these views everytime i say it now im coming down every lies repeated when it comes around So im here to be me life is not as it seems lifes just a puzzle with a missing piece Everyone heads west When the wind blows east Theyre laid to rest So why not swing to the beat And sing with me And I wonder what it means When youre here with me I cant give up When i have my dreams So i-- see my life and i try not cry but im forgiven for livin without my soul I always finish my business after its old So confused from these different truths the views of 7 rooms Rap: Yeah i feel conceted When im repeated I feel the blood streaming bleeding without the meaning A cheating demon deceited seasons comitted treason A heated greeting seated when death is defeated and i keep on Singing sing for those who love it Bring the reason for her who doesnt Retreated even when losses runnin Deleted eden an even somethin Feeded freedom and Starving function So sophisticated With my pinky up Evading the matrix Now im jaded from the genies love see my twice well now just to stay alive hide from the hideous ridiculous disguise i once say hello but now i say goodbye
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Back in the shadows I live the pain Lost in the unknown It all feels the same Steal the shame Feel the pain Still remain sane A King with a dream I reign You know you can't handle that Scared of the nightmares So they run off screaming Deep inside it's a right fear For the next time they see me A lot of this lying As you can see I'm here dying The words that I am supplying The reason I test my timing So Up this hill now I'm climbing and Trying to reach the peak you know I see the strength I have in me I just feel so weary and weak Then i Look over my shoulder Suddenly see the sun rise My mind wakes up like folgers Persecution from the one side My thoughts seem so big yet All my actions are fun sized I see the government's lies Taking over like fungi Still I question discretion Of all the things they hide My latest session of depression Seemingly Shut down my crazed mind How do I live this fake life Im so sad in my head Why do I always break ties When together I'm kept Off my feet I've been swept I always seem to forget I don't have a piece of my life Together not even a shred I can't seem to get out of bed I feel the depression and dread Lately it seems my life is Hanging on by a thread Back in the shadows I live the pain Lost in the unknown It all feels the same Steal the shame Feel the pain Still remain sane A King with a dream I reign You know you can't handle that Scared of the nightmares So they run off screaming Deep inside it's a right fear For the next time they see me Let me paint you a picture An instance of an image My spirit has been injured cuz I always stay on my mission I once was a Christian Buts it's like something changed When my mind was in prison And Nothing stayed the same damn Who am I to blame Flashes of light that we're faint Passion and might that was slain The masses have gathered to come see the sight of the saint You'd think I'd be ashamed To know i was a god A master of my universe Who fell to lies and fraud But I'm not I'm just a projection Introspection of a collection Of consciousness in a section of rejection Rejected souls rejected minds Elected fools to tell us lies To take our vision make us blind Not see a slice of hope in sight But I say we can go And take it back The earth is ours to claim They'll have to face our wrath So go and take your bath Soak in the water of life It all happens so fast Then you see the tunnel of light Are you prepared for that day tell me How does the rapture sound They say we should be saved it Doesnt matters who the master crowns Faster and faster the laughter Gathers inside the crowd Thr pastors of thr pasture Are darkened by all the clouds The light has now gone Some say we should reclaim it It does matter if we make it We need to go and be courageous Set sights on free dreams This life's no freebe I can't say where I'll be next time that you see me Back in the shadows I live the pain Lost in the unknown It all feels the same Steal the shame Feel the pain Still remain sane A King with a dream I reign You know you can't handle that Scared of the nightmares So they run off screaming Deep inside it's a right fear For the next time they see me ( I control this land It's all just mind to keep This land I've seen in dreams My castle reaches peaks Far and wide I spread This terror Prince of perfection I'll never make an error But I lost my love Somewhere up above High in the sky Right by the doves I made a mistake I never should of let her take The one thing I had To never live inside a better place)
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I can remember my dreams I can't seem to forget Why I'm here in your bed Life is just not as it seems -these clouds that always follow Remind me of all of my sorrow I always go to sleep at night Dreading what's to come tomorrow- So somebody please tell me why I live my life like this No longer excited To be Who I want to be -a shell of a man who fell to this land Lost his mind in the earth So hell's where he stands- Too many tears I have shed I can't cry anymore Happiness now a chore why do I feel this way -I feel so lost and dismembered I can't enter my center I always forget my thoughts that I wish I could just remember- Chorus: So I just look around Where do I belong Do I have a life at all I just feel so alone Is there a place out there I can call home Everyday life seems to change -I wonder why your worries rearrange You can't find a place to stay Whether for a second or for a day- Or am I here on my own , -I really think I am I might as well get used to it I tricked my brain for a second I guess I fell to foolishness ------------------------------------------ I'll rid you of your worries Even if its only for a moment You're always in a hurry I think you should postpone it A cold Kodak moment you seem Stuck in a freeze frame You're growing frozen I think you should warm up to each day Keep your river flowing And don't let your heart be broken I know that sometimes life can hurt But please just try and stay focused On the best days ahead And leaves the worst days behind Just always push forward Don't ever try to rewind Yeah I see the way that you're moving And your spirit is on fire I think you should cool it Before your soul starts to retire I can sense in you there's a passion A story read on scrolls You allow yourself to live in rations Why not stop and reach your goals Like the story that the preacher told Break free of your bonds Don't listen to what he provokes And Sing in this song In your heart I see that you have set up a camp Tender the warmth of the fire now if you can Even if rains on your parade And floods on all your pans Just keep on moving forward damn Don't give up any precious plans I know your sun kissed lips have a twist that I've missed I still reminis of the brightness Though I'm trapped in the mist I can remember every second Though I seem to forget When I was young And reckless Living as kids without a regret I guess those memories that I've supressed I can try to collect the pieces of my life put them together with success I guess I should stop living in distress Obsessed with the stress that I have an intent to repress I wish I could go without pain thats my only request I confess I've never shown respect I only dress to impress Man I guess that's how it goes Another king who wore a crooked crown Another stage light for a show I feel the way the wind blows in the silence as I look around I already know That it's time to now bow
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-people of earth I have something to tell you Your worst enemy Is yourselves Here to explain The situation You're in Is Mr. Backus" Hello earthlings Listen to my message There's something wrong in your head like Your brain has just been infected Heed this message or regret the next second Let's accept it your view Is so subjective Your collective is infested There's kids in your office Shouldn't it be grown ups? Fuck I rather watch them all suffer And be here by my lonesome All the dudes in your congress? I Gurantee you've blown some (So what bitch Suck my dick and my scrotum) Pay attention don't you realize that You're destroying your planet Oh right we needs stocks and bonds (What) Get a fucking clue damnit How did you all manage To get yourselves in that spot You wait until your in a panic To die inside your fucking rock Oh I see You're the Martian and the goblin Shut the fuck up make your life darken seal you in a coffin (Laugh) I'm coughing from pollution Who the fuck would do this (Let's ruin the air we breathe) Are you fucking clueless? (Yeah you are) Chorus Chorus Chorus There's a bright orange dick That's running for president I'll crack his skull with a pick and Turn his bones into sediment Take that fat bitch too The one wide as an elephant I'll turn her into a skeleton I Think The whole world will benefit Every rapper wants to fuck the world Just for the hell of it Too bad this earth is so dirty now I rather stay celibate Go ahead and keep my fighting a rich man's war Sit back and watch them treat mother earth like a sick sad whore (Hey wait, we're humans we own the earth) (Speaking of fuck the world were the ones who lifted her skirt) Without her permission Dare I even say it? Fuck it you government cunts Are just a group of rapists I want all you people to get mad And stay pissed These bastards didn't start the earth They didn't make shit Half of you who listen to this You Dumb pieces of shit say oh he's just a kid Well Guess what this kid is sick of you pricks so please get on your knees and suck on this dick You blood suckers stick like a tic Who's in need a quick fix Yeah I said it twice Oh that wasn't very nice You disgusting ass rodents Are really sicker than mice Well anyways let me end it with a message Something to think about before this up coming election We're on a vessel passing through this wreckage If you think my words have been excessive Good, learn a fucking lesson
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Mind Games 03:22
Yeah with the world playing mind games yeah I gotta and do shit my way Thank God it's a Friday These dastardly Devils We'll never ever try to fly straight Yeah with the world playing mind games It's got me so confused Yeah with the world playing mind games So who am I to lose On the track i put in work I'm clocked in often With bagbipes on my back I kilt it like I'm in Scotland Coughing to the coffin All their missing is the stake My heart pops from the process yeah this vampire could use a break Blood sucking saviors battle the Butt fucking sailors Classy like the failures who's suits are tastefully tailored Traitors changing sides yeah and I'm glad to be a neighbor And im slowly taking lives like I'm Vlad the Impalor i'm regretted by skeptics in heaven less than a section of blessing they're impressed in essence that I rest lessons embedded in Pleasant sessions I second the seventh questions expression a level headed peasant with a festive aggression impeccable presence discretion for leaded weapons and deafend impressions people face oppression when depressions expressed in digression My memory stores nightmares plenty fears thst I've saved a prisoner with 5 tears and 20 years a slave Working on his mind To repair all the damage Bleeding out of his eyes I think the boy needs a bandage how can I manage to be the last man standing I'm at an advantage to be the fact man ranting I control this world like a manage a mammoth passing planets of granite damaging mechanics sending Hispanics to panic dam it Janet were out of juice jam in pomegranates I'm mainly manic I daily transit with cannons blowing up all to vanish and I never did panic Damnit just ban it I run this show like I got the rap game in transit I'm running races to places you never could relate with I hate the faces of patience that never could be debated Yeah with the world playing mind games yeah I gotta and do shit my way Thank God it's a Friday These dastardly Devils We'll never ever try to fly straight Yeah with the world playing mind games It's got me so confused Yeah with the world playing mind games So who am I to lose So go tell me who you prefer With the evils in his mind spirit colder than lucifer heaven and hell thats on his side You're kindness is a shame You act like heaven paid you off I'll wipe my ass with your attitude you can be my angel soft That's a dangerous thought Provoking the craziest taunt Watching you waste your life away yeah he basically rots I know you have a story but you'll be saving your plot once upon a time in your head creating your thoughts six shots when I'm coming out to order kick rocks when I'm sprinting pass the border collecting schemes like I'm a crazed rhyme horder when I dream I grow when I wake I'm quite shorter like I'm the magic man with a drastic plan I feel the breath from the hate speech like a plastic fan then I crash and passively passing this drastically fastening the whackest shit I'm in style like fashion is actually an accident like a car crash on a free way to teens snapchat let me capture this I'm banging out hard with the baddest hits I could beat a giant up with this massive whip Since day one I've plotted to put my name on the dotted the game took me as a boy and as a man I fought it It was up for grabs so I went and I caught it cuz it's been coming since day one and i should of saw it but I don't saught it when I got it flopping when I drop it I had my spirit in my bag and you know that I brought it this stuff just happens often I never see it coming but i need to have hope to believe in something but not redundant consumption an abundance of lunch ins I mix the truth With laughter these rhymes are lines that I punch in so what they always say be wise do the right thing providing my violence scenes so don't despise despite me
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to me Alive in morning . Dead in the evening Take is a warning That looks can be deceiving You're dreaming of the meaning of what you want to find Because seeing is believing When it comes to this life So get a little higher You dont belive me? It'd be a bit wiser If you realized that your dreaming You claim you want it all But where do you start When you're in love you're at the top Then fall with a broken heart You care about the cars And you care about the clothes You could never play the part Always with an average Joe At every after party Hand glued to bacardie So you look for a spark but always leave And grab your car keys And drive until you're out of gas You had to pass It seems like You used to finish first But now you always finish last It's a task To handle a girl like that To have her in your Palm Then she splits out of your grasp In fact I just had to ask Where she was from It seemed like she basked In the heat and the sun My deed was done A little tease and fun And some weed and rum Damn What has she become A shadow of herself Who never asked for help Shes a grown women Who's never ever felt The love of a true man Only of the boys If I can't love her who can Now I feel annoyed Playing with feelings like toys Praying and jumping with joy When she thinks she found the one Its another wrong choice It's surely hurts the worst But the next is the best She spits spurts of words Before she's left in bed Only to take it back The very next day She said she'll never act Again in that way Until she gets another sip of her favorite product Shes evil in a dress I guess the devil wears prada (Tell me why do we play these games) The size of your lies are way too great to save (I can't ever get enough) Tell me why do I have a claim to fame (Tell me why) When the only one that shines Is you on the days it rains (Why) I can't ever stay away (Why) I can't ever stay away (I just need a break) I can't ever stay away (Please come home) I need to find a better place No matter where you go Or where you from You'd always be the one thats Out on the run Even though you always leave And come back And I know my feelings are played I just can't have that You reside in the night But wake for the day Don't know why I'm here I can't ever stay away (I need to find a better place) I need to find a better place I need to find a better place to stay You say it's me you hate And him you love Push and shove and say Get out of my face I can't take it I think I need a break No more I can't fake it I need to get away So you throw a fit And then break some shit Then apoligisze Like it was an accident Well I'm not having it I should be a passifist Because when you act that way You always pass a fist What the fuck is happening What is this about I should take a laxative Because I can never get you out You cry and you pout It doesn't change a thing I noticed your favorite sound Is your phone when it rings You dance and sing Enjoy the finer things Treated like a queen Who doesn't need a king And that's exactly why I'm up late Writing this song Becauae in the morning when I wake I know that you'll be gone But it's no skin off my back Do what you want Have this have that I'm not a part of that Your heart attack When you spark thr match I'm dropping out of this race Never again will I set a trace Just know next time you see my face I'll be in a better place
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Drive 03:39
Yeah I look outside I see these signs I see these lights I cant rewind Its time to die I cant supply Myself with life My wealth with lies Lately it all feels foreign On my life the rain is pouring In many motions soaring I look to the night To wake in the morning Free'd from the fight warning Lately they worsen as a person who am i to be cursed in Peversive cursive who hides the light so they can close the curtains on certain burdens but im learning purpose CHORUS CHORUS CHORUS I sit in silence As i wait to speak You always have to go to violence When i hate to be The man who you want Not the man that you need That man you would taunt While he sits bleeds All for you but you care less Only vulnerable when You wear a bare chest You always have to stare yes No your ways deceitful Youre the fairest an heiress To the throne of your people Now an evil queen it seems to be so bittersweet we just think its death you cheat to meet streets and the Center of your smile Coldness of your heart Enter in the trial cuz The judgement never starts You played your part to push your position opposition missing so you had to give in Reliving wishes Just to keep them hidden You walk in the crowds but you keep your distance I see youre a rebel, you revel on a whole nother level They tremble, you settle For a love so cold and For a heart made of metal So hold on tight Sit in the silence Up and down the states Im the west coasts finest You cashed in your chips another buy in A contract with the devil and he had you signin CHORUS CHORUS CHORUS Hide the lies because you glide through skies you only fly tonight cuz youre too high to drive Drive by the line As you wonder why How am i to die How is this my life To my surprise I didnt realize Something was wrong it didnt feel right But now youve gone too bright in white Only darkness now cuz You fight the light
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I close my mind to try to free my emotions when I open my eyes lies and darkness try to close in I can't concentrate Brain cells need to repopulate I seek to see the love and maybe someday we can stop the hate It's like what he provokes death is what the reaper told you gotta go and meet your goals to try and free your soul Today is the day Stop waiting on tomorrow So go don't be afraid Move pass the sadness and sorrow You can take a loan on life But happiness you can never borrow You can be alone at night to see the sun rise on the morrow I see this life and it's so wonderful Plentiful people Preaching to peasants for the dangers death will know My mind is solid like a rock I guess I'm set in stone I keep my pace but watch the clock as time will slow I gotta know Will I spring into summer or fall into winter these seasons are a bummer but the weather always delivers sunshine for the happiness and rain fall for the tears what more than accidents to actually reasses your fears I'm just another student Tossed in a world of my peers I never said I'm the truest to do it But I need to make it clear That I'm here to ride or die Live life to the fullest I mean it's like why decide If you have to take the bullet Because then it's lights out Your regrets become so real So go ahead and ride out relax and stay real My life's somewhat unusual I never know whats next There's no telling now who will know When I'll be laid to rest I just expect these things Respect my dreams And death it seems Slowly creeping up on me Not when I want it to be So relax Time out Take all your time and ride out There's so many things in life I've wondered But yet to find out I have a question But I don't need the answer I know I'll get the message In a manifested manner I plan it Damnit I can't stand it I'm banished into oblivion Somehow I just vanished From my duties as a human Paint a picture of panic but the pain damaged the canvas advantage on this earth but I remain outlandish I'll never return I'll never reserve the right to be preserved or get what I deserved I prefer to observe Concerned to be first Who can be the best What's arts here to reverse The pain of separation It brings us together Reminds us that the smallest moment Can even last forever Forever forever ever? something bout that to the people i remain an outcast I'm bout that I'm trained but do my own thing Like a house cat More like a dawg Abide by the law So how's that i stay free of fault or whatever that means it means nothing at all who else is there to pick us up after we fall Instead we get the cold shoulder We roll with the breeze I grow towards the sunlight but I'm told I'll just freeze My life's somewhat unusual I never know whats next There's no telling now who will know When I'll be laid to rest I just expect these things Respect my dreams And death it seems Slowly creeping up on me Not when I want it to be So relax Time out Take all your time and ride out There's so many things in life I've wondered But yet to find out
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Mother fuckers always asking What's the word He spits the worst shit that I've ever heard If he's flingin fire man I can't feel the burn If Big Sean was blessed Then this Sean is cursed Keep talking little bitch I'll put ya in the dirt Then go to your mommas crib Force my way up in her skirt First Make her squirt and blurt Out my name Oh I'm a pervert? Kid you should be ashamed Go ahead and fire back I can't wait to hear it If you don't know what's happening Then please adhere it Open up my bag while I'm sifting through my spirits The reaper of rap it's a fact that You should fear it Tape your eyes back Make you watch the slideshow Give that ass a smack You don't know how psycho I go I'll cut you with a rusty knife And watch while you cry I'll use your tears as lube and bust a nut in your eye While the pain subsides I can't feel my side Becauae im Laughing too hard While I watch you die Look at this white kid Trying to act hard He couldn't be violent I bet he doesn't have a scar Well sorry man you're wrong I have quite a few so watch your balls I have no problem Grabbing a nut just to lop it off Rape your whole family except your dog Then drive away In a stolen car Middle finger up While I just laugh it off Thankful for my jewels So I grab my balls Then find a hookers mouth To go and plop them on They said that wanted hard Heres my softest song I'm here and I'm raw like All my skin fell off If you're scared of saw Then I'll saw you off Shotgun blast to the cock Til you got to cough Chorus chorus Chorus You're acting like I'm asking For a favor While they're chatting send them packing Save them for later Attracting the passings I'm trapping and wrapping These layers Claim that they're strapping and grabbing the women laughing at their acting saving the papers for later if they run for president they better watch for the mayor If they want a blessing They better keep me in their prayers Mother fucker please Sure you're a pimp With the gold on your wrist Ans you walk with a limp These little shrimp dick shits Sit back and witness me blow up like a blimp they haven't had a gift like this since christmas It's so viscious the way I'm quick with swiftness the only time they're going hard is with a stiff dick to diminish it's fit with citrus so delicious cumming vitamin C to stop the sickness I'll accomplish in seconds What you do in minutes If you're lucky with sevens I'll beat you with sixes Get your tickets to the grimace business Just to watch the game diminish If you think I've peaked You haven't seen my limits Cross it off your wish list This is an instance where You may think im done But I'll never finish Try to keep it together Ill put your body in the grave I better Leave a letter Where your head was severed hey Don't listen to him He's got a screw lose A private detective Who only looks for blues clues Wait I got a little off track Back to this boring rap Where I eat rappers Like a morning snack I'm adoring that She's still snoring While I sneak in and And i Hit her from the back Pass it over to my homie So he give it a crack In the back it's a fact These bitches like that With the fat ass Love to trade a cock For some smack or crack If you don't know what the word is Than you better ask
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Invasion 03:56
Im brutally damaged I feel the panic but i cant manage How to stand it My brain is bleeding I need a bandage Oh look hes at it again Well bitch suck a dick If you think i offend I could give a fuck how i speak or if i put your mind at ease Go through some shit and be as damaged as me An mc deceased With a will to bleed Feel the need to Be the less kept fiend The seconds are delayed The minutes turn to hours Expressions that we say I guess my sweetness turned sour Dollar for a dance Rappin for romance I woke up this morning Wearing a pair of the hos pants Whoa man I swear thats shits outta control I gotta roll i see you seem quite angry you boutta explode i thought i met a fellow beater Cheater Roll you up in a rug Get a Ms. Cleaver miss demanor and diss you on a feature Like everything they spit is hard Ya'll softer than mars pars melting in parked cars yelling allah akbar with a hard start You gotta go finish Repeat the scene Drift away dreaming your limits But its your nightmare im alive and right here Im the upcoming rapper yall might fear You tremble and you shake Achin to quake You came a dollar short And a day late of hatin your fate 8 eight days Till pay day Make way Youre ignorance Can make brain waves vacate I claim mayday for the games sake I swear its done Ill ruin your mind and make you scared of a pair of nuns So here now youre crucified Move aside is it cool to die during the truest lies who am i Maybe it is But ill never care Ill just wait until you look Ill probably stare Solemly swear You wont see another day Your rap careers over Like when i ruined your mothers day By fucking her in the ass() but take my word for it She might blush if you ask if thats worth knowing But the matter of fact is that as bad as i act im a man and now your dad so Youll have to get smacked If you get out of line Itll be the days of your doom Ill beat you till you cry And make you go sit in your room Open up your mind this is an invasion Ill end it fast i dont have patience But look at this gorgeous thing I have created How does it work To have a mind of a god To be a person who doesnt Abide by the law Chorus Chorus Chorus Chorus I swear that theres another side A bunch of cries I get this mad mind from my mothers side But i spit fire with satan tainted creations in a makeshift basement and fake patience so he can make payments Because im the boss of the devil Hes just my sidekick While he sits in silence I live in the violence Well take a fucking look around Whats in t.v A family of cunts Who didnt receive a degree Famous because she got fucked By a shitty black rapper Ill take her and pound her And then after *Wait its too late For Ray J now Kanye If you think your jesus What did god say? * -Probably along the lines of give up rap Die in a ditch Why are you hete and whyd you make kids.- Moving on i could do this shit til day break and break 8 legs and take the pain away with face paint Open up your mind this is an invasion Ill end it fast i dont have patience But lool at this gorgeous thing I have created How does it work To have the mind of a devil Be in society while You search but you settle Chorus chorus chorus Bewhare hes foul thee barely scary clown But all these bitches here Are scared of very hairy brows Ill sit in the rapture While i make hell cry As a mastermind i died heavy and i fell light felt like its time to make Hell arise from selfish minds i felt the kind for your help and cries While sitting on your couch Dont become complacent Were approaching quite fast Prepare for invasion
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Take a second man and enjoy the style You Might as well get used to it I think I'll be here for a while I only spit the truest shit and thats A challenge to my rivals Next up the disciple With a vision that lasts for many miles It's an audit on the rap game and you never filed While everyone else is mad I just sit here with a smile Take care of your mental Got A throne to sit You'll never find the rental Because I own this shit ----------------- That's when we assemble And they cower in fear Too troubled to tremble Terribly testing truth to their tears I've passing the impossible obstacle Drowning in my chronicals It's a nautical philosophical dream In dashing past the phenomenal Constables of peace it's optional and optimal but an improbable feat Easy as can be See what I mean Rehearse your screams Now let them screech Redeem my dreams I see the gleam Of red white and blue Is it freedom? Nah its just the police Proceeding to bleed from the beatings that I had received From being awoken outspoken I know they're hoping that I slip up soaked in the focused potion in motion with hocus pocus magic locust won't just Swarm a war torn sword before the forlorn mourns the scorned For the president's pictures of his porn Kid what the fuck you sayin That's some crazy shit This personality potraying common craziness Don't complain when everything I attain becomes maintained while you say that I'm insane I make mistakes I can't acquaint remains I'm clearly not ready to Take on this new planet It's unsettling and heavy sadly I can't truly manage Frivolous addictions Riddled with decisions yet Everyone watching me But no one is here to witness My limits My sadness in the system Look at how it treats us I guess I can't go the distance I went and got my feet stuck My brain the way I stay sane Fuck the fame the game Gave A grave way to maintain Hate to say the place I stay A home I can't escape Heyyyyy. That's when I get it The passion is pathetic They said I would regret it I told them to just forget it My words sport athetlics I assure you my aesthetics Are gurantee genetics of the way Rhymes portray poetics The bombs I spit are truly blasphemy Catastrophe on the Rapping scene But when im on stage I know Ya'll will still Clap for me The crowd is so alive I'd never ever trade I always wondered why People love the fame They sway and the move With the beat and boom I'd never cheat on the truth With the liars in thr room The amplifiers won't be dying soon This shit will last all night A party for the ages The crowd in the lights I look out to the people I can't believe it's happening I could only dream of a day When they all would clap for me
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to me (There's been a lot of real shit, now it's time for some fun) (On a mission yeah you know I'm on a mission) Im down and im out with my Outlaws I drown and I doubt if my downfalls When my crown falls But I stay a king in a sober deam When my pounds gone South paw but he fights for the right Yeah right it's the night that I might stall I stay ahead of time With a head of lies I can't Remember why My sights gone So I go around and look through my vision My wisdoms there Somewhere in the distance I sit and stare and I Get a feeling I might of missed it Now forever finished Now I'm on a mission to find my spirit Man that's a scary thought I Should probably fear it But I can't really hear it When it comes in stealthed I felt how to fail And it hurt like hell Straight out of the lab Not talking retrievers I'm talking bout a place where they keep chemicals and beakers I'm an experiment They couldn't call a keeper A certain type of creature With fearless features Yeah And I mean it so Pay attention and listen Damn If you've never seen it just know I'm a man on a mission Chorus: Background: on a mission yeah you know I'm on a mission Everyday I'm near and far It seems to me I won't be here for long Different places Different people Different loves Ans different evil People change but I never do I just rearrange my brain When I get a clue On how to be better Than a certain few I'm here forever So please enjoy the view I have to act the fastest When i stab the status i rap and im back guess im the rappin backus or am i rapping backwards Passing all you bastards You cant cleanse your sins When im the pastor That and a master controlling your thoughts if youre out of line ill be saving your spot With a stab to your heart Teasing with taunts Go cry and run away Your egos been shot A man on a mission whos quick with decisions A list of revisions to pick his place of prison Jailed to his thoughts Where hes left to rot On top of it all his spots got to be dropped Drop the verse Like when i drop the beat on top of beasts pleased to be next to me The stuff you spit is old news Im looking at these cold views My rhymes are healthy for the mind i buy my bars at whole foods
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Everytime I wake up I see My life that lies ahead of me But I don't Know what to do I've had enough I think im through Best regards to you and your friends Take care And find a better man I lie alone On this bed tonight Lord knows I've seen better times Yeah That's when I wake up and I see the sun I can't wake myself up from this dream tell me What have I done They can't hear my screams I'm feeling like I'm stunned They always catch up no matter How fast I try to run And then I wake from the pain I can't escape from my brain A hell I entered on the same day It's a shame I made I thought I was finished Living in this life of peace All it takes is one person To destroy your life of ease But what do I mean I even question myself This journey is a sickness And everyday lessens my health so these Lessons I've dealt Or messages ive received I think it's time to listen To the demons inside my dreams They know my life better than me I always look up and ask why am I cursed is this a blessing thats in diguise If so man it really hurts I try to talk but No one cares for my cries I search for myself in the skies Lord knows I've seen some better times Everytime I wake up I see My life that lies ahead of me But I don't Know what to do I've had enough I think im through Best regards to you and your friends Take care And find a better man I lie alone On this bed tonight Lord knows I've seen better times Shit Am I stuck in this perdicament Something needs to change yeah I really need to fix this shit I can never make a choice My loves under control And It's serving 25 to life With No chance of parole There's times I need to express i have problems too I always claim to win but shit I'll probably lose Lose my head Lose my self esteem Man I wonder Lose myself to the dread All Because im Choosing not to bleed But I can't help it damn my Emotions sprung a leak She went and took her dive And then she plunged to me What a scene It's all so green The beauty of nature and life It's all seems so serene When we're together It seems oh so nostalgic Everyday hoping it happens But man I should of called it Empty lies And empty promises You tripped over my soul And you happened to fall on it Everytime I wake up I see My life that lies ahead of me But I don't Know what to do I've had enough I think im through Best regards to you and your friends Take care And find a better man I lie alone On this bed tonight Lord knows I've seen better times Smothered I feel like I can't breathe A struggle for lovin' Is what I really need Or maybe I'm confused I can't pick and choose When I bleed or bruise Who are you To speak on the truth There's things out there I need to prove Not to anyone else But Only to me If this life's a waking of hell Well Then heaven lies asleep I hide inside my screams Pride it seems Is my downfall What a sight to see Alive to dream But for how long So wait a second What happened to the affection It was only in our past In the smallest section But I loved every minute Too many spritless women And your capacity to love it Went and reached it's limit You ignore me than You ask for forgiveness Saying your reminiscing on our past and that you miss it Forget it Shit Well sorry but I'm finished I need to save myself I won't come running back When I hear your cry for help Everytime I wake up I see My life that lies ahead of me But I don't Know what to do I've had enough I think im through Best regards to you and your friends Take care And find a better man I lie alone On this bed tonight Lord knows I've seen better times
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Outro 02:00
Trapped in shade But I see the sun Everyday I wonder man Will I be the one To save myself From the things I've done I say I don't need help But we all need some Enjoy the ride Take your time In a world where people have happiness And they fake their cries We can't be alive Death arrives we can't take pride Back with us Nah So go ahead and get it Reach for your dreams Don't sleep on your business If your sickness is god But God is you we all saw the lies In awe of rule But rules gotta stop When we see the truth Heights gotta drop When the sky is smooth Sooth your mood To go make a truce We have proof that the youth Will bring the news It's not a competition We're all in this So Stop and listen Cuz I'm often with this I can try to make it better Whether the weather is nice or dull Peaking with pressure and keep your treasure These Old days grow as the pleasures known I need a better soul Because the one I have now Is forever cold Whatever you want Your endeavor is thought To be a mission consisting Of sanity The more clever you are And However it's sought It's a distant prison Of viscious vanity I'm a man to be lost In insanity But I'm glad to be Right here If the planet dreams Of fantasy Then my nightmares Aren't my fears But what about when When life is hard tomorrow Life's a lump In your throat That is hard to swallow Will you rise in the moment Or start to Wallow Will you be a man Without plan Or a guide to follow Damn I'm feeling like I Don't have a purposed I look around and wonder Is this really worth it I'll pull back the curtains Who knows what I'll find A criminal mind with despicable lies and on top is where they reside Life is all but a trip man You can laugh or live in fear Our body is the vehicle And The mind is what steers My visions gone So I sing this sing Hoping someday it reappears

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"Laugh it Off" is the first LP release by Sean Backus. His second release overall, with the addition of the "It's Time" mixtape released by himself and Chase Johnson. This album was recorded at South Sound Sound Studio.

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released June 8, 2016

This album was written and produced by Sean Backus.
Sound Engineering performed by Jayson Suko of South Sound Sound.

Instrumental production on the album includes:
Urban Nerd Beats
Mykal Riley
Harlow Beats
NSDbeats
Chris Wheeler Beats
THAI BEATS
Sonny Wane
Sam O'Brien
It's Good Beats
Syko Beats
Aftertone Beats
SF Vibe Beats
Pdub The Producer
Beatfella
Mad Money

Feature Artists (In order of song appearance)
Elijah Simpson
Mallori Danielle
Kaylee Denithorne
Shannon Van Duine
Chase Johnson
Cory T
D John
Stephen Appman

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Sean Backus Olympia, Washington

Artist based out of Olympia, Washington. 19 year old Hip-Hop artist Sean Backus looks to make his name known in the Hip-Hop scene. His first official LP "Laugh it Off" is out now!

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