1. |
Intro
04:04
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I sprung into summer
but i felt like fall
while the leaves blow cold
my mind began to stall
in the breeze we roll
thats when i heard the call
i want remember a little
but forget it all
but i cant
but i cant
these memories haunt me
thats why i write my rants
but i can
but i can
if im a man with two hands
i can make a plan
Thoughts everywhere
The demons are surrounding
I see the evil envelope with ease
as you try to think about me
these chains have forever bound me
boundless now drowning and doubting how astounding
When i try to repeat peace
or achieve sleep
i rest for days but i
bleed for weeks
and i see the police
i believe ive beat
to impede this scene
overtime past death
ill exceed deceased
ill exceed deceased so just
rest in peace
with a jesus piece the
pieces in the streets
dont screech or peep
peek at the price
when i bought the bars
i didnt need receipts
i didnt need receipts
i didnt know the price
oversized tonight
to over price my life
over price my life
and now im so high
i didnt buy wings
but watch me fly
I don't mind for a second
Been doing this all my life now restless
I try to forget it
But I can't
I thought I learned my lesson
Now I'm on a rant
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Look around and i see the days
Replay the maze that i thought had saved
My life in these different ways do the waves
play while my sight strays away from the shelter and the shame
Towards the other side just to die in the night but my soul shines bright
to bow to the light i reprise my rights to fight by your side
for the size of lies the mice will hide inside
then jump out at night
to bite your eye
you scream and you shout
no one heres your cries
Well thats how i feel
Every single second
I scream for help
but no one gets the message
My life i lived was reckless
But thats also why its fun
I am who i am
because i didnt die by the gun
but i lived high for fun
So high i could ride the sun
My old life catches up
When i try to run
Pt 2.
I can try to do the best I can
But it's never good enough
As man i'm blessed I ran
This race even when it's rough
I can dig it
A living minute
A dead second
I can hit it
A quitting instance
A red presence
I can fix it
The spitting business
A lead heaven
I can miss it
A fitting privileged
A life lesson
Yeah
My present is the present assessment
A pleasant segment represented by
weapons or maybe heavens my question
A shape of crescent blessed with sevens another depressant to go with my mind another presence just to ease my life
another tenant inhabiting lives I count to ten when elevens in disguise
I lay here wondering
what life's means go me
Because nothing that I see
Is what it seems to be
People reading lines
Into a camera for a box
People betting lives
As to answer crimes and stocks
so that's why I
close my mind
and imagine being all alone
so that's why i
I open my eyes
realize I just follow home
I need to find a meaning
but this life deceiving
who really wants to be me
all these tears are streaming
off my face
into a pool below
I just play by rules that
only fools would know
I keep it real
with the truest flow
Once Crippled but set free
with room to grow
I felt the ache on the day by the lake
My heard did break on the day you played
games with my mind I couldn't wait to stray
Away from this life today's the day
That I contemplate my fate
You only wanted love
and I couldn't fake the hate
So I put pen to paper
To lessen my anger
Only create these goals to regretabbly
rest in my failures
Again I never want to see ya
Or have you mentioned on a feature
Now I'm playing games
While you're on the bleachers
But it's better to have loved
Than to have never of loved at all
It's better to be pick yourself up
after you fall
I guess that we learn
How to cure the worst
From deep in our minds
It surely works
I've raised myself from hell
now I reside in a heaven
people thanking God
I didn't need a blessing
I did this by myself
No one by my side
I didn't need help
I grew a better man
From being a sad boy
Not a day went by
When I didn't have joy
Becauae it was always there
I just had to find it
sometimes it just took
one simple reminding
But here I am
20 songs and a story
writing my thoughts
writing my wrongs heart is pouring
So I guess there it is
Goodbye to the old me
I began as clay
But I'm finally molding
I see the peace on a sunday
someday we'll reach the peak
one way
or another
down the runway
substrate with some pain
to upgrade with funds made
only done
the dumb way
Intelligence
Truly what we lack
I lay here wondering
When we'll get it back
We never really look
but we have to face the facts
A criminal or crook
Is where the blames at
But really its just you and me
We need to do better
How else can the sunshine
In this rainy weather
I need to push my limits
And play my part with
Wonder in my wisdom
So here we start
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2. |
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i have a new dream
of 7 rooms
i cant abuse sleep
to see these views
everytime i say it
now im coming down
every lies repeated
when it comes around
So im
here to be me
life is not as it seems
lifes just a puzzle with a missing piece
Everyone heads west
When the wind blows east
Theyre laid to rest
So why not swing
to the beat
And sing with me
And I wonder what it means
When youre here with me
I cant give up
When i have my dreams
So i-- see my life
and i try not cry
but im forgiven
for livin
without my soul
I always finish
my business
after its old
So confused from these different truths
the views
of 7 rooms
Rap:
Yeah i feel conceted
When im repeated
I feel the blood streaming bleeding without the meaning
A cheating demon deceited seasons
comitted treason
A heated greeting seated when death is defeated
and i keep on
Singing sing
for those who love it
Bring the reason
for her who doesnt
Retreated even
when losses runnin
Deleted eden
an even somethin
Feeded freedom
and Starving function
So sophisticated
With my pinky up
Evading the matrix
Now im jaded
from the genies love
see my twice
well now just to stay alive
hide from the hideous
ridiculous disguise
i once say hello
but now i say goodbye
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3. |
Next Time You See Me
03:43
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Back in the shadows
I live the pain
Lost in the unknown
It all feels the same
Steal the shame
Feel the pain
Still remain sane
A King with a dream I reign
You know you can't handle that
Scared of the nightmares
So they run off screaming
Deep inside it's a right fear
For the next time they see me
A lot of this lying
As you can see I'm here dying
The words that I am supplying
The reason I test my timing
So
Up this hill now I'm climbing and
Trying to reach the peak you know
I see the strength I have in me
I just feel so weary and weak
Then i
Look over my shoulder
Suddenly see the sun rise
My mind wakes up like folgers
Persecution from the one side
My thoughts seem so big yet
All my actions are fun sized
I see the government's lies
Taking over like fungi
Still I question discretion
Of all the things they hide
My latest session of depression
Seemingly Shut down my crazed mind
How do I live this fake life
Im so sad in my head
Why do I always break ties
When together I'm kept
Off my feet I've been swept
I always seem to forget
I don't have a piece of my life
Together not even a shred
I can't seem to get out of bed
I feel the depression and dread
Lately it seems my life is
Hanging on by a thread
Back in the shadows
I live the pain
Lost in the unknown
It all feels the same
Steal the shame
Feel the pain
Still remain sane
A King with a dream I reign
You know you can't handle that
Scared of the nightmares
So they run off screaming
Deep inside it's a right fear
For the next time they see me
Let me paint you a picture
An instance of an image
My spirit has been injured cuz
I always stay on my mission
I once was a Christian
Buts it's like something changed
When my mind was in prison
And Nothing stayed the same damn
Who am I to blame
Flashes of light that we're faint
Passion and might that was slain
The masses have gathered to come see the sight of the saint
You'd think I'd be ashamed
To know i was a god
A master of my universe
Who fell to lies and fraud
But I'm not
I'm just a projection
Introspection of a collection
Of consciousness in a section of rejection
Rejected souls rejected minds
Elected fools to tell us lies
To take our vision make us blind
Not see a slice of hope in sight
But I say we can go
And take it back
The earth is ours to claim
They'll have to face our wrath
So go and take your bath
Soak in the water of life
It all happens so fast
Then you see the tunnel of light
Are you prepared for that day tell me
How does the rapture sound
They say we should be saved it
Doesnt matters who the master crowns
Faster and faster the laughter
Gathers inside the crowd
Thr pastors of thr pasture
Are darkened by all the clouds
The light has now gone
Some say we should reclaim it
It does matter if we make it
We need to go and be courageous
Set sights on free dreams
This life's no freebe
I can't say where I'll be next time that you see me
Back in the shadows
I live the pain
Lost in the unknown
It all feels the same
Steal the shame
Feel the pain
Still remain sane
A King with a dream I reign
You know you can't handle that
Scared of the nightmares
So they run off screaming
Deep inside it's a right fear
For the next time they see me
( I control this land
It's all just mind to keep
This land I've seen in dreams
My castle reaches peaks
Far and wide I spread
This terror
Prince of perfection
I'll never make an error
But I lost my love
Somewhere up above
High in the sky
Right by the doves
I made a mistake
I never should of let her take
The one thing I had
To never live inside a better place)
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I can remember my dreams
I can't seem to forget
Why I'm here in your bed
Life is just not as it seems
-these clouds that always follow
Remind me of all of my sorrow
I always go to sleep at night
Dreading what's to come tomorrow-
So somebody please tell me why
I live my life like this
No longer excited
To be Who I want to be
-a shell of a man
who fell to this land
Lost his mind in the earth
So hell's where he stands-
Too many tears I have shed
I can't cry anymore
Happiness now a chore
why do I feel this way
-I feel so lost and dismembered
I can't enter my center I always forget my thoughts that I wish I could just remember-
Chorus:
So I just look around
Where do I belong
Do I have a life at all
I just feel so alone
Is there a place out there
I can call home
Everyday life seems to change
-I wonder why your worries rearrange
You can't find a place to stay
Whether for a second or for a day-
Or am I here on my own ,
-I really think I am
I might as well get used to it
I tricked my brain for a second
I guess I fell to foolishness
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I'll rid you of your worries
Even if its only for a moment
You're always in a hurry
I think you should postpone it
A cold Kodak moment you seem
Stuck in a freeze frame
You're growing frozen I think you should warm up to each day
Keep your river flowing
And don't let your heart be broken
I know that sometimes life can hurt
But please just try and stay focused
On the best days ahead
And leaves the worst days behind
Just always push forward
Don't ever try to rewind
Yeah
I see the way that you're moving
And your spirit is on fire
I think you should cool it
Before your soul starts to retire
I can sense in you there's a passion
A story read on scrolls
You allow yourself to live in rations
Why not stop and reach your goals
Like the story that the preacher told
Break free of your bonds
Don't listen to what he provokes
And Sing in this song
In your heart I see that you have set up a camp
Tender the warmth of the fire now if you can
Even if rains on your parade
And floods on all your pans
Just keep on moving forward damn
Don't give up any precious plans
I know your sun kissed lips have a twist that I've missed
I still reminis of the brightness
Though I'm trapped in the mist
I can remember every second
Though I seem to forget
When I was young And reckless
Living as kids without a regret
I guess those memories that I've supressed
I can try to collect
the pieces of my life put them together with success
I guess
I should stop living in distress
Obsessed with the stress that I have an intent to repress
I wish I could go without pain thats my only request
I confess I've never shown respect
I only dress to impress
Man I guess that's how it goes
Another king who wore a crooked crown
Another stage light for a show
I feel the way the wind blows in the silence as I look around
I already know
That it's time to now bow
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5. |
Hello Earthlings
02:33
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-people of earth
I have something to tell you
Your worst enemy
Is yourselves
Here to explain
The situation You're in
Is Mr. Backus"
Hello earthlings
Listen to my message
There's something wrong in your head like
Your brain has just been infected
Heed this message or regret the next second
Let's accept it your view
Is so subjective
Your collective is infested
There's kids in your office
Shouldn't it be grown ups?
Fuck
I rather watch them all suffer
And be here by my lonesome
All the dudes in your congress?
I Gurantee you've blown some
(So what bitch
Suck my dick and my scrotum)
Pay attention don't you realize that
You're destroying your planet
Oh right we needs stocks and bonds
(What)
Get a fucking clue damnit
How did you all manage
To get yourselves in that spot
You wait until your in a panic
To die inside your fucking rock
Oh I see
You're the Martian and the goblin
Shut the fuck up make your life darken seal you in a coffin
(Laugh)
I'm coughing from pollution
Who the fuck would do this
(Let's ruin the air we breathe)
Are you fucking clueless?
(Yeah you are)
Chorus Chorus Chorus
There's a bright orange dick
That's running for president
I'll crack his skull with a pick and
Turn his bones into sediment
Take that fat bitch too
The one wide as an elephant
I'll turn her into a skeleton
I Think The whole world will benefit
Every rapper wants to fuck the world
Just for the hell of it
Too bad this earth is so dirty now
I rather stay celibate
Go ahead and keep my fighting a rich man's war
Sit back and watch them treat mother earth like a sick sad whore
(Hey wait, we're humans we own the earth)
(Speaking of fuck the world were the ones who lifted her skirt)
Without her permission
Dare I even say it?
Fuck it you government cunts
Are just a group of rapists
I want all you people to get mad
And stay pissed
These bastards didn't start the earth
They didn't make shit
Half of you who listen to this
You Dumb pieces of shit
say oh he's just a kid
Well Guess what this kid is sick of you pricks
so please get on your knees and suck on this dick
You blood suckers stick like a tic
Who's in need a quick fix
Yeah I said it twice
Oh that wasn't very nice
You disgusting ass rodents
Are really sicker than mice
Well anyways let me end it with a message
Something to think about before this up coming election
We're on a vessel passing through this wreckage
If you think my words have been excessive
Good, learn a fucking lesson
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6. |
Mind Games
03:22
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Yeah with the world playing mind games
yeah I gotta and do shit my way
Thank God it's a Friday
These dastardly Devils
We'll never ever try to fly straight
Yeah with the world playing mind games
It's got me so confused
Yeah with the world playing mind games
So who am I to lose
On the track i put in work
I'm clocked in often
With bagbipes on my back I kilt it
like I'm in Scotland
Coughing to the coffin
All their missing is the stake
My heart pops from the process
yeah this vampire could use a break
Blood sucking saviors battle the
Butt fucking sailors
Classy like the failures
who's suits are tastefully tailored
Traitors changing sides yeah and
I'm glad to be a neighbor
And im slowly taking lives
like I'm Vlad the Impalor
i'm regretted by skeptics in heaven
less than a section of blessing
they're impressed in essence that I
rest lessons embedded
in Pleasant sessions I second
the seventh questions expression
a level headed peasant with a festive aggression
impeccable presence
discretion for leaded weapons
and deafend impressions
people face oppression
when depressions expressed in digression
My memory stores nightmares
plenty fears thst I've saved
a prisoner with 5 tears
and 20 years a slave
Working on his mind
To repair all the damage
Bleeding out of his eyes
I think the boy needs a bandage
how can I manage to be
the last man standing
I'm at an advantage
to be the fact man ranting
I control this world
like a manage a mammoth
passing planets of granite
damaging mechanics
sending Hispanics to panic
dam it Janet
were out of juice
jam in pomegranates
I'm mainly manic
I daily transit with cannons
blowing up all to vanish
and I never did panic
Damnit just ban it
I run this show like I
got the rap game in transit
I'm running races to places
you never could relate with
I hate the faces of patience
that never could be debated
Yeah with the world playing mind games
yeah I gotta and do shit my way
Thank God it's a Friday
These dastardly Devils
We'll never ever try to fly straight
Yeah with the world playing mind games
It's got me so confused
Yeah with the world playing mind games
So who am I to lose
So go tell me who you prefer
With the evils in his mind
spirit colder than lucifer
heaven and hell thats on his side
You're kindness is a shame
You act like heaven paid you off
I'll wipe my ass with your attitude
you can be my angel soft
That's a dangerous thought
Provoking the craziest taunt
Watching you waste your life away
yeah he basically rots
I know you have a story
but you'll be saving your plot
once upon a time in your head
creating your thoughts
six shots when I'm coming
out to order
kick rocks when I'm sprinting pass the border
collecting schemes like
I'm a crazed rhyme horder
when I dream I grow
when I wake I'm quite shorter
like I'm the magic man
with a drastic plan
I feel the breath from the hate speech
like a plastic fan
then I crash and
passively passing this
drastically fastening the whackest shit
I'm in style like fashion is
actually an accident
like a car crash on a free way to teens
snapchat
let me capture this
I'm banging out hard
with the baddest hits
I could beat a giant up
with this massive whip
Since day one I've plotted
to put my name on the dotted
the game took me as a boy
and as a man I fought it
It was up for grabs
so I went and I caught it cuz
it's been coming since day one
and i should of saw it
but I don't saught it
when I got it
flopping
when I drop it
I had my spirit in my bag
and you know that I brought it
this stuff just happens often
I never see it coming
but i need to have hope
to believe in something
but not redundant consumption
an abundance of lunch ins
I mix the truth With laughter
these rhymes are lines that I punch in
so what they always say
be wise do the right thing
providing my violence scenes
so don't despise despite me
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7. |
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to me
Alive in morning .
Dead in the evening
Take is a warning
That looks can be deceiving
You're dreaming of the meaning
of what you want to find
Because seeing is believing
When it comes to this life
So get a little higher
You dont belive me?
It'd be a bit wiser
If you realized that your dreaming
You claim you want it all
But where do you start
When you're in love you're at the top
Then fall with a broken heart
You care about the cars
And you care about the clothes
You could never play the part
Always with an average Joe
At every after party
Hand glued to bacardie
So you look for a spark but always leave
And grab your car keys
And drive until you're out of gas
You had to pass
It seems like
You used to finish first
But now you always finish last
It's a task
To handle a girl like that
To have her in your Palm
Then she splits out of your grasp
In fact I just had to ask
Where she was from
It seemed like she basked
In the heat and the sun
My deed was done
A little tease and fun
And some weed and rum
Damn What has she become
A shadow of herself
Who never asked for help
Shes a grown women
Who's never ever felt
The love of a true man
Only of the boys
If I can't love her who can
Now I feel annoyed
Playing with feelings like toys
Praying and jumping with joy
When she thinks she found the one
Its another wrong choice
It's surely hurts the worst
But the next is the best
She spits spurts of words
Before she's left in bed
Only to take it back
The very next day
She said she'll never act
Again in that way
Until she gets another sip
of her favorite product
Shes evil in a dress
I guess the devil wears prada
(Tell me why do we play these games)
The size of your lies are way too great to save
(I can't ever get enough)
Tell me why do I have a claim to fame
(Tell me why)
When the only one that shines
Is you on the days it rains
(Why)
I can't ever stay away
(Why)
I can't ever stay away
(I just need a break)
I can't ever stay away
(Please come home)
I need to find a better place
No matter where you go
Or where you from
You'd always be the one thats
Out on the run
Even though you always leave And come back
And I know my feelings are played
I just can't have that
You reside in the night
But wake for the day
Don't know why I'm here
I can't ever stay away
(I need to find a better place)
I need to find a better place
I need to find a better place to stay
You say it's me you hate
And him you love
Push and shove and say
Get out of my face
I can't take it
I think I need a break
No more I can't fake it
I need to get away
So you throw a fit
And then break some shit
Then apoligisze
Like it was an accident
Well I'm not having it
I should be a passifist
Because when you act that way
You always pass a fist
What the fuck is happening
What is this about
I should take a laxative
Because I can never get you out
You cry and you pout
It doesn't change a thing
I noticed your favorite sound
Is your phone when it rings
You dance and sing
Enjoy the finer things
Treated like a queen
Who doesn't need a king
And that's exactly why I'm up late
Writing this song
Becauae in the morning when I wake
I know that you'll be gone
But it's no skin off my back
Do what you want
Have this have that
I'm not a part of that
Your heart attack
When you spark thr match
I'm dropping out of this race
Never again will I set a trace
Just know next time you see my face
I'll be in a better place
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8. |
Drive
03:39
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Yeah I look outside
I see these signs
I see these lights
I cant rewind
Its time to die
I cant supply
Myself with life
My wealth with lies
Lately it all feels foreign
On my life the rain is pouring
In many motions soaring
I look to the night
To wake in the morning
Free'd from the fight warning
Lately they worsen as a person
who am i to be cursed in
Peversive cursive who hides the light so they can close the curtains on certain burdens but im learning purpose
CHORUS CHORUS CHORUS
I sit in silence
As i wait to speak
You always have to go to violence
When i hate to be
The man who you want
Not the man that you need
That man you would taunt
While he sits bleeds
All for you
but you care less
Only vulnerable when
You wear a bare chest
You always have to stare yes
No your ways deceitful
Youre the fairest an heiress
To the throne of your people
Now an evil queen
it seems to be
so bittersweet
we just think
its death you cheat
to meet streets and the
Center of your smile
Coldness of your heart
Enter in the trial cuz
The judgement never starts
You played your part
to push your position
opposition missing
so you had to give in
Reliving wishes
Just to keep them hidden
You walk in the crowds
but you keep your distance
I see youre a rebel, you revel
on a whole nother level
They tremble, you settle
For a love so cold and
For a heart made of metal
So hold on tight
Sit in the silence
Up and down the states
Im the west coasts finest
You cashed in your chips
another buy in
A contract with the devil
and he had you signin
CHORUS CHORUS CHORUS
Hide the lies because
you glide through skies
you only fly tonight cuz
youre too high to drive
Drive by the line
As you wonder why
How am i to die
How is this my life
To my surprise
I didnt realize
Something was wrong it
didnt feel right
But now youve gone
too bright in white
Only darkness now cuz
You fight the light
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I close my mind
to try to free my emotions
when I open my eyes lies
and darkness try to close in
I can't concentrate
Brain cells need to repopulate
I seek to see the love
and maybe someday we can stop the hate
It's like what he provokes
death is what the reaper told
you gotta go and meet your goals
to try and free your soul
Today is the day
Stop waiting on tomorrow
So go don't be afraid
Move pass the sadness and sorrow
You can take a loan on life
But happiness you can never borrow
You can be alone at night
to see the sun rise on the morrow
I see this life
and it's so wonderful
Plentiful people
Preaching to peasants
for the dangers death will know
My mind is solid like a rock
I guess I'm set in stone
I keep my pace but watch the clock
as time will slow I gotta know
Will I spring into summer
or fall into winter
these seasons are a bummer
but the weather always delivers
sunshine for the happiness
and rain fall for the tears
what more than accidents
to actually reasses your fears
I'm just another student
Tossed in a world of my peers
I never said I'm the truest to do it
But I need to make it clear
That I'm here to ride or die
Live life to the fullest
I mean it's like why decide
If you have to take the bullet
Because then it's lights out
Your regrets become so real
So go ahead and ride out
relax and stay real
My life's somewhat unusual
I never know whats next
There's no telling now who will know
When I'll be laid to rest
I just expect these things
Respect my dreams
And death it seems
Slowly creeping up on me
Not when I want it to be
So relax
Time out
Take all your time and
ride out
There's so many things in life
I've wondered
But yet to find out
I have a question
But I don't need the answer
I know I'll get the message
In a manifested manner
I plan it Damnit I can't stand it
I'm banished into oblivion
Somehow I just vanished
From my duties as a human
Paint a picture of panic
but the pain damaged the canvas
advantage on this earth but I remain outlandish
I'll never return
I'll never reserve
the right to be preserved
or get what I deserved
I prefer to observe
Concerned to be first
Who can be the best
What's arts here to reverse
The pain of separation
It brings us together
Reminds us that the smallest moment
Can even last forever
Forever forever ever?
something bout that
to the people
i remain an outcast
I'm bout that
I'm trained but do my own thing
Like a house cat
More like a dawg
Abide by the law
So how's that i
stay free of fault
or whatever that means
it means nothing at all
who else is there to pick us up
after we fall
Instead we get the cold shoulder
We roll with the breeze
I grow towards the sunlight
but I'm told I'll just freeze
My life's somewhat unusual
I never know whats next
There's no telling now who will know
When I'll be laid to rest
I just expect these things
Respect my dreams
And death it seems
Slowly creeping up on me
Not when I want it to be
So relax
Time out
Take all your time and
ride out
There's so many things in life
I've wondered
But yet to find out
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10. |
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Mother fuckers always asking
What's the word
He spits the worst shit that I've ever heard
If he's flingin fire man I can't feel the burn
If Big Sean was blessed
Then this Sean is cursed
Keep talking little bitch
I'll put ya in the dirt
Then go to your mommas crib
Force my way up in her skirt
First Make her squirt and blurt
Out my name
Oh I'm a pervert?
Kid you should be ashamed
Go ahead and fire back
I can't wait to hear it
If you don't know what's happening
Then please adhere it
Open up my bag while
I'm sifting through my spirits
The reaper of rap it's a fact that
You should fear it
Tape your eyes back
Make you watch the slideshow
Give that ass a smack
You don't know how psycho I go
I'll cut you with a rusty knife
And watch while you cry
I'll use your tears as lube and bust a nut in your eye
While the pain subsides
I can't feel my side
Becauae im Laughing too hard
While I watch you die
Look at this white kid
Trying to act hard
He couldn't be violent
I bet he doesn't have a scar
Well sorry man you're wrong
I have quite a few so watch your balls
I have no problem
Grabbing a nut just to lop it off
Rape your whole family except your dog
Then drive away
In a stolen car
Middle finger up
While I just laugh it off
Thankful for my jewels
So I grab my balls
Then find a hookers mouth
To go and plop them on
They said that wanted hard
Heres my softest song
I'm here and I'm raw like
All my skin fell off
If you're scared of saw
Then I'll saw you off
Shotgun blast to the cock
Til you got to cough
Chorus chorus Chorus
You're acting like I'm asking
For a favor
While they're chatting send them packing
Save them for later
Attracting the passings I'm trapping and wrapping
These layers
Claim that they're strapping and grabbing the women laughing at their acting saving the papers for later
if they run for president they better watch for the mayor
If they want a blessing
They better keep me in their prayers
Mother fucker please
Sure you're a pimp
With the gold on your wrist
Ans you walk with a limp
These little shrimp dick shits
Sit back and witness me blow up like a blimp they haven't had a gift like this since christmas
It's so viscious the way I'm quick with swiftness the only time they're going hard is with a stiff dick to diminish it's fit with citrus so delicious cumming vitamin C to stop the sickness
I'll accomplish in seconds
What you do in minutes
If you're lucky with sevens
I'll beat you with sixes
Get your tickets to the grimace business
Just to watch the game diminish
If you think I've peaked
You haven't seen my limits
Cross it off your wish list
This is an instance where
You may think im done
But I'll never finish
Try to keep it together
Ill put your body in the grave I better
Leave a letter
Where your head was severed hey
Don't listen to him
He's got a screw lose
A private detective
Who only looks for blues clues
Wait I got a little off track
Back to this boring rap
Where I eat rappers
Like a morning snack
I'm adoring that
She's still snoring
While I sneak in and
And i Hit her from the back
Pass it over to my homie
So he give it a crack
In the back it's a fact
These bitches like that
With the fat ass
Love to trade a cock
For some smack or crack
If you don't know what the word is
Than you better ask
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11. |
Invasion
03:56
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Im brutally damaged
I feel the panic but i cant manage
How to stand it
My brain is bleeding
I need a bandage
Oh look hes at it again
Well bitch suck a dick
If you think i offend
I could give a fuck how i speak
or if i put your mind at ease
Go through some shit
and be as damaged as me
An mc deceased
With a will to bleed
Feel the need to
Be the less kept fiend
The seconds are delayed
The minutes turn to hours
Expressions that we say
I guess my sweetness turned sour
Dollar for a dance
Rappin for romance
I woke up this morning
Wearing a pair of the hos pants
Whoa man
I swear thats shits outta control
I gotta roll i see you seem quite
angry you boutta explode
i thought i met a fellow beater
Cheater Roll you up in a rug
Get a Ms. Cleaver miss demanor and
diss you on a feature
Like everything they spit is hard
Ya'll softer than mars pars melting in parked cars yelling allah akbar with a hard start
You gotta go finish
Repeat the scene
Drift away dreaming your limits
But its your nightmare
im alive and right here
Im the upcoming rapper
yall might fear
You tremble and you shake
Achin to quake
You came a dollar short
And a day late
of hatin your fate
8 eight days
Till pay day
Make way
Youre ignorance
Can make brain waves vacate
I claim mayday
for the games sake
I swear its done
Ill ruin your mind and
make you scared of a pair of nuns
So here now youre crucified
Move aside is it cool to die during the truest lies who am i
Maybe it is
But ill never care
Ill just wait until you look
Ill probably stare
Solemly swear
You wont see another day
Your rap careers over
Like when i ruined your mothers day
By fucking her in the ass()
but take my word for it
She might blush if you ask if
thats worth knowing
But the matter of fact
is that as bad as i act
im a man and now your dad so
Youll have to get smacked
If you get out of line
Itll be the days of your doom
Ill beat you till you cry
And make you go sit in your room
Open up your mind this is an invasion
Ill end it fast i dont have patience
But look at this gorgeous thing
I have created
How does it work
To have a mind of a god
To be a person who doesnt
Abide by the law
Chorus Chorus Chorus Chorus
I swear that theres another side
A bunch of cries
I get this mad mind
from my mothers side
But i spit fire with satan tainted creations in a makeshift basement and fake patience so he can make payments
Because im the boss of the devil
Hes just my sidekick
While he sits in silence
I live in the violence
Well take a fucking look around
Whats in t.v
A family of cunts
Who didnt receive a degree
Famous because she got fucked
By a shitty black rapper
Ill take her and pound her
And then after
*Wait its too late
For Ray J now Kanye
If you think your jesus
What did god say? *
-Probably along the lines of give up rap
Die in a ditch
Why are you hete
and whyd you make kids.-
Moving on i could
do this shit til day break
and break 8 legs and take the pain away
with face paint
Open up your mind this is an invasion
Ill end it fast i dont have patience
But lool at this gorgeous thing
I have created
How does it work
To have the mind of a devil
Be in society while
You search but you settle
Chorus chorus chorus
Bewhare hes foul
thee barely scary clown
But all these bitches here
Are scared of very hairy brows
Ill sit in the rapture
While i make hell cry
As a mastermind i died heavy
and i fell light
felt like its time to make
Hell arise from
selfish minds
i felt the kind
for your help and cries
While sitting on your couch
Dont become complacent
Were approaching quite fast
Prepare for invasion
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13. |
Clap for Me feat. D John
04:32
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Take a second man and
enjoy the style
You Might as well get used to it
I think I'll be here for a while
I only spit the truest shit and thats
A challenge to my rivals
Next up the disciple
With a vision that lasts for many miles
It's an audit on the rap game and
you never filed
While everyone else is mad
I just sit here with a smile
Take care of your mental
Got A throne to sit
You'll never find the rental
Because I own this shit
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That's when we assemble
And they cower in fear
Too troubled to tremble
Terribly testing truth to their tears
I've passing the impossible obstacle
Drowning in my chronicals
It's a nautical philosophical dream
In dashing past the phenomenal
Constables of peace
it's optional and optimal but an improbable feat
Easy as can be
See what I mean
Rehearse your screams
Now let them screech
Redeem my dreams I see the gleam
Of red white and blue
Is it freedom?
Nah its just the police
Proceeding to bleed from the beatings that I had received
From being awoken outspoken
I know they're hoping
that I slip up soaked in the focused potion in motion with hocus pocus
magic locust won't just
Swarm a war torn sword before
the forlorn mourns the scorned
For the president's pictures of his porn
Kid what the fuck you sayin
That's some crazy shit
This personality potraying
common craziness
Don't complain when everything I attain becomes maintained while you say that I'm insane I make mistakes I can't acquaint remains
I'm clearly not ready to
Take on this new planet
It's unsettling and heavy sadly
I can't truly manage
Frivolous addictions
Riddled with decisions yet
Everyone watching me
But no one is here to witness My limits
My sadness in the system
Look at how it treats us
I guess I can't go the distance
I went and got my feet stuck
My brain the way I stay sane
Fuck the fame the game Gave
A grave way to maintain
Hate to say the place I stay
A home I can't escape
Heyyyyy.
That's when I get it
The passion is pathetic
They said I would regret it
I told them to just forget it
My words sport athetlics
I assure you my aesthetics
Are gurantee genetics of the way
Rhymes portray poetics
The bombs I spit are truly blasphemy
Catastrophe on the Rapping scene
But when im on stage I know
Ya'll will still Clap for me
The crowd is so alive
I'd never ever trade
I always wondered why
People love the fame
They sway and the move
With the beat and boom
I'd never cheat on the truth
With the liars in thr room
The amplifiers won't be dying soon
This shit will last all night
A party for the ages
The crowd in the lights
I look out to the people
I can't believe it's happening
I could only dream of a day
When they all would clap for me
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14. |
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to me
(There's been a lot of real shit, now it's time for some fun)
(On a mission yeah you know I'm on a mission)
Im down and im out with my Outlaws I drown and I doubt if my downfalls
When my crown falls
But I stay a king in a sober deam
When my pounds gone
South paw but he fights for the right
Yeah right it's the night that I might stall
I stay ahead of time
With a head of lies I can't
Remember why
My sights gone
So I go around and look through my vision
My wisdoms there
Somewhere in the distance
I sit and stare and I
Get a feeling
I might of missed it
Now forever finished
Now I'm on a mission
to find my spirit
Man that's a scary thought
I Should probably fear it
But I can't really hear it
When it comes in stealthed
I felt how to fail
And it hurt like hell
Straight out of the lab
Not talking retrievers
I'm talking bout a place where they keep chemicals and beakers
I'm an experiment
They couldn't call a keeper
A certain type of creature
With fearless features
Yeah
And I mean it so
Pay attention and listen
Damn If you've never seen it just know
I'm a man on a mission
Chorus:
Background: on a mission yeah you know I'm on a mission
Everyday I'm near and far
It seems to me I won't be here for long
Different places
Different people
Different loves
Ans different evil
People change but I never do
I just rearrange my brain
When I get a clue
On how to be better
Than a certain few
I'm here forever
So please enjoy the view
I have to act the fastest
When i stab the status
i rap and im back guess im the rappin backus
or am i rapping backwards
Passing all you bastards
You cant cleanse your sins
When im the pastor
That and a master
controlling your thoughts
if youre out of line
ill be saving your spot
With a stab to your heart
Teasing with taunts
Go cry and run away
Your egos been shot
A man on a mission
whos quick with decisions
A list of revisions to pick
his place of prison
Jailed to his thoughts
Where hes left to rot
On top of it all his
spots got to be dropped
Drop the verse
Like when i drop the beat
on top of beasts pleased
to be next to me
The stuff you spit is old news
Im looking at these cold views
My rhymes are healthy for the mind i buy my bars at whole foods
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15. |
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Everytime I wake up I see
My life that lies ahead of me
But I don't
Know what to do
I've had enough
I think im through
Best regards to you and your friends
Take care
And find a better man
I lie alone
On this bed tonight
Lord knows
I've seen better times
Yeah
That's when I wake up and I see the sun
I can't wake myself up from this dream tell me
What have I done
They can't hear my screams
I'm feeling like I'm stunned
They always catch up no matter
How fast I try to run
And then I wake from the pain
I can't escape from my brain
A hell I entered on the same day
It's a shame I made
I thought I was finished
Living in this life of peace
All it takes is one person
To destroy your life of ease
But what do I mean
I even question myself
This journey is a sickness
And everyday lessens my health so these
Lessons I've dealt
Or messages ive received
I think it's time to listen
To the demons inside my dreams
They know my life better than me
I always look up and ask why
am I cursed
is this a blessing thats in diguise
If so man it really hurts
I try to talk but
No one cares for my cries
I search for myself in the skies
Lord knows I've seen some better times
Everytime I wake up I see
My life that lies ahead of me
But I don't
Know what to do
I've had enough
I think im through
Best regards to you and your friends
Take care
And find a better man
I lie alone
On this bed tonight
Lord knows
I've seen better times
Shit
Am I stuck in this perdicament
Something needs to change yeah
I really need to fix this shit
I can never make a choice
My loves under control
And It's serving 25 to life
With No chance of parole
There's times I need to express
i have problems too
I always claim to win but shit
I'll probably lose
Lose my head
Lose my self esteem
Man I wonder
Lose myself to the dread
All Because im Choosing not to bleed
But I can't help it damn my
Emotions sprung a leak
She went and took her dive
And then she plunged to me
What a scene
It's all so green
The beauty of nature and life
It's all seems so serene
When we're together
It seems oh so nostalgic
Everyday hoping it happens
But man I should of called it
Empty lies
And empty promises
You tripped over my soul
And you happened to fall on it
Everytime I wake up I see
My life that lies ahead of me
But I don't
Know what to do
I've had enough
I think im through
Best regards to you and your friends
Take care
And find a better man
I lie alone
On this bed tonight
Lord knows
I've seen better times
Smothered
I feel like I can't breathe
A struggle for lovin'
Is what I really need
Or maybe I'm confused
I can't pick and choose
When I bleed or bruise
Who are you To speak on the truth
There's things out there
I need to prove
Not to anyone else
But Only to me
If this life's a waking of hell
Well Then heaven lies asleep
I hide inside my screams
Pride it seems
Is my downfall
What a sight to see
Alive to dream
But for how long
So wait a second
What happened to
the affection
It was only in our past
In the smallest section
But I loved every minute
Too many spritless women
And your capacity to love it
Went and reached it's limit
You ignore me than
You ask for forgiveness
Saying your reminiscing on our past and that you miss it
Forget it
Shit
Well sorry but I'm finished
I need to save myself
I won't come running back
When I hear your cry for help
Everytime I wake up I see
My life that lies ahead of me
But I don't
Know what to do
I've had enough
I think im through
Best regards to you and your friends
Take care
And find a better man
I lie alone
On this bed tonight
Lord knows
I've seen better times
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16. |
Outro
02:00
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Trapped in shade
But I see the sun
Everyday I wonder man
Will I be the one
To save myself
From the things I've done
I say I don't need help
But we all need some
Enjoy the ride
Take your time
In a world where people have happiness
And they fake their cries
We can't be alive
Death arrives
we can't take pride
Back with us
Nah
So go ahead and get it
Reach for your dreams
Don't sleep on your business
If your sickness is god
But God is you we all saw the lies
In awe of rule
But rules gotta stop
When we see the truth
Heights gotta drop
When the sky is smooth
Sooth your mood
To go make a truce
We have proof that the youth
Will bring the news
It's not a competition
We're all in this
So Stop and listen
Cuz I'm often with this
I can try to make it better
Whether the weather
is nice or dull
Peaking with pressure and keep your treasure
These Old days grow as the pleasures known
I need a better soul
Because the one I have now
Is forever cold
Whatever you want
Your endeavor is thought
To be a mission consisting
Of sanity
The more clever you are
And However it's sought
It's a distant prison
Of viscious vanity
I'm a man to be lost
In insanity
But I'm glad to be
Right here
If the planet dreams
Of fantasy
Then my nightmares
Aren't my fears
But what about when
When life is hard tomorrow
Life's a lump In your throat
That is hard to swallow
Will you rise in the moment
Or start to Wallow
Will you be a man Without plan
Or a guide to follow
Damn
I'm feeling like I
Don't have a purposed
I look around and wonder
Is this really worth it
I'll pull back the curtains
Who knows what I'll find
A criminal mind with despicable lies and on top is where they reside
Life is all but a trip man
You can laugh or live in fear
Our body is the vehicle
And The mind is what steers
My visions gone
So I sing this sing
Hoping someday it reappears
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Sean Backus Olympia, Washington
Artist based out of Olympia, Washington. 19 year old Hip-Hop artist Sean Backus looks to make his name known in the Hip-Hop scene. His first official LP "Laugh it Off" is out now!
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